URBAN LEGEND by Ntando Cele
Beats that drum to the beat of the nation.
Vibes that soar to tear up the tar, cracking the center
blurring the line.
Beat….beat …Godzilla approaching beat…
Cars. People, beat…concrete. Beat hear the call.
Vibes, earlobes exploding, hold your hairpiece
strike a pose the city is vibin’.
Climax hits the sky, ecstasy high lifting me to flight.
Leaving the ground to exhale in the clouds.
Feet leaving the ground, smoke left behind.
Body spiral, play her your flute.
Elongated, hot weary of latitude she slides into the abyss to never return.
I tell of our meeting...
She sits on the edge of a canvas as if about to leap into a sea of rage, purging emotions, spilling the beans. Wrapped in a blanket of hope for love and humankind, she twirls in the canvas, splashing it Red, as if to spill into the sun. Green that overflows freshness rooting into the unknown. Blue as wide as the sky, deepening into space.
“Shosholoza” they sing, praising her as she bounces from coast to coast. The children have heard stories of how one day, she will magically drop from the sky, transforming the poor to drooping idiots with gold teeth the size of Puff Daddy's hand. The sad and bereaved to possessed worshipers, leaping to be saved.
The legend goes that everyone in the city will line up to touch her cloth. Some believe she will start on Point Road, while others say she will be received on Musgrave Road. She will then take her rightful place as the mother of the nation, the daughter to Chatsworth, worthy of Wentworth, princess of Umlazi, goddess of Newlands.
Blues sway the city, blues at Smith, coloured by holiday makers. I lay awake, pupils dare not close, insomnia phenomena. It's the usual, outside my window, the Berea is kind to the vendors. They cover it like a plague. Night time provides for some cleansing. “Who heard of one so dirty?” I think to myself, wanting to strip away the dirty layers of my skin. My thoughts swing to empty happiness, holding my sadness firm while the darkness slowly pulls me in.
Outside the air is tight with uncertainty. Only the dogs see the fire flies, that announce her arrival. They howl like any other day, not altering their pitch makes them sound monotone.
Paper wrapped, dripping with the stench of urban lights,she lands in Durban. Her dress blows in the wind. Buzzing with the fresh thoughts that travel till eternity, she smiles, her feet nearly touching the ground.
Peace raiding Westville, west of Field Street. Morningside robots point toward the broad blankness of empty streets. Nobody knew she would be arriving tonight or just like
the second coming, the women would have layered the streets with their attire,covering the tar. The children would sing alongside the streets,choirs competing to lament her arrival. The men would slaughter a cow in preparation for the feast, to rock till sunrise. The streets would be filled with celebrity wannabe's wanting to be filmed in her presence. She chooses to look towards my window, maybe she heard the demons that bark inside my head.
Suddenly I smell the light, wet, weak but hot with comfort, canceling the despair. She sings at my window. Tuning in to her laughter my insides melt, as her words wrangle their way into my soul. I am lifted high, high above the sky nearly touching the stars. I know immediately that it is she. The legend also talks of how she reaches deep within and releases your light, warmth that shines forever. Burning all sins beyond recognition.
As she whispers to me, my soul touches hers. I catch a glimpse of lands she has seen, people she has touched,and the horror to come. I'm destined to tell her truth, I give in to absolute pleasure, open my arms to receive my gift. Eyes closed, mouth open... She disappears... I breath.
Ear crackling, shackles locking , wet with erosion
I’m back, energized vibrating deep in my center.
Sensual red purity, hot zest steaming at the top of my head.
Burning with lust. Stroke of pop, streak of funk,
Shaking my wild hair to vibe..vibe.. beat… beat.
Vibes that soar gushing to pour out my senses.
Jive..jive… to the street.
I yearn for more. I follow her. Try to make out where she is. I’ve lost her in the crowd. I catch a glimpse of her yellow dress, I follow the smell of breyani. Her hair flows like a mythical being I have seen on television.(Yet she is not blonde) Calling me in ancient voice I float towards her. Pen and paper in hand, clear visions of ecstasy, free of my own shackles, my soul floats. We fly high.
At this height they say you shouldn’t look down, I spot matchbox houses filed neatly behind malls, hidden from the passing eyes on the freeways. Squalor buzzes with blues for a better future, holidays on the beach, sunsets that leave you breathless.
I take a deep breath as white air fills my lungs, clean air, fresh air. I dream of traveling out of this city. I dream of lush green pastures that roll out on the rocks and valleys of a thousand hills, pretending they never end. I want to follow her where ever she goes...
I spit at the deep blue sea calm with unrest of the unknown. I pretend I don’t know what it holds; I pretend I can’t smell the future, grey with colonial memoirs.
Finally we sit on the rocks on the edge of the sea, she tells me her lungs spit out a nation of the damned, not damned because they’re unlucky, they’re unlucky for they grope in the dark trying to find themselves. She has mercy on them,touched by their misery. Like Father Christmas she blesses them while they sleep, magically anointing their foreheads. She promises better days, days of wealth and happiness in the land of the free.
I know it is everyman for himself,you find your agenda and stick to it. Nameless dumbfounded they will always need her. Her story is the bread that feeds the empty souls roaming the streets, searching for their identity. It is the blanket that warms the streets on cold winter nights, lighting the fires till daybreak. Some even paint the streets in her honour,as did the San in their caves. I fear if she stays too long she will bargain with her soul without a thought. Then all hope will be empty. All of this I don’t say. Pen to paper I tell her story.
Pounding hearts , Afros, wild cool with rhythm.
Visions of happy clubbing, sipping cape velvet, silk sarong wrapped from my ankles.
Cool air damp with cool raindrops, wild side, drum side,
Run with the wind, wet ‘n wild. Beat.. beat..
Running with the pulse” Who are these people?” African dream
”Where do they come from?” look bright see white paint the town black
The city is vibin’ …beat… beat…beat.. beat.
I write, I write of a legend I once heard speak...
